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[elinorwise]

Maybe that was the whole point of why the Apocalypse was so built into, why everyone was always so terrified. It’s not because Earth would somehow have a greater dying than the Great Dying – no. It’s because, angels, well—
He remembers energy flowing through him, death upon death, out of control, but so so in tune with the vitriol and sense of betrayal when all he wanted was to –
Naomi makes him kill his friends. He falters, like he did with Dean. But the connection doesn’t break. She tells him in Enochian to not worry. This species will lead to humanity, the great prophecy. Cas never gave a fuck about directional evolution. He just remembers caring about his friends. Maybe their species survives. But they didn’t.
It has been 252 million years. There is a forgotten grief inside Cas that threatens to swallow him whole. He had been real before. They were significant; they mattered. And Cas was made to forget. Does he even know what he would be if he hadn’t been made to forget?
How much of who he is is just – gone?
He loved them. He doesn’t even – he doesn’t even remember – he loved them.

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