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[elinorwise]

It feels a lot like laziness; or being kinder to himself, exhaustion. There is so much careful work required in the construction of a relationship. He’s not sure he has the energy to figure out how to fit himself to another person, how to fit that person into the unshapely mess of his life. It’s different than a one-night stand might be. That would be okay. It’s just sex. It’s just bodies. A relationship requires a different kind of nakedness and Sam’s not sure he has the stomach for that anymore.

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