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[elinorwise]

He keeps talking, keeps going on, because he can’t notice things. He can’t pay attention to how Sam suddenly looks horrified. He can’t pay attention to how he can’t care about that because he just wants, wants Sam to be closer to him, Sam to be, to touch, to; he can’t focus because his body feels electric. And it’s not forces of attraction; it’s much stronger.
“You mean, you know what happened in the Cage?” Sam hedges, and the darkness that’s come across Sam’s face, it’s not okay. Cas wants to comfort him. But he doesn’t know how. He could sense Sam’s hesitancy even when he hugged him and told him he loved him. He knows he’s running on some sort of inertia. He can’t change direction. This is conflict. This is something to avoid. But he feels drawn to Sam like gravity. It’s all he can think about, all he can sense.

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