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Я подписалась на sp8ce и сегодня получила уведомление; очень круто, что один из лучших авторов всё еще в фандоме и пишет 
Ожидание:

I literally wrote this because I felt bad for torturing Sam so much. Like I thought Allie might like this :) give him a blanket :) this is mostly just fluff drabbles not my usual stuff.

Реальность:

Sam has a lot of pain, some of it probably all in his head, phantom memories from the Cage. Lucifer used to tear him apart just to put him back together, and he wasn’t always good at actually realising he was whole and healed again. But some is just age, the life they’ve lived.


Cas wants to be able to fix everything. Like that’s all he’s made for. Sam can tell he’s upset that he can’t. He tries to give Sam a massage anyway. Sam’s so stiff. The last person who massaged him was Lucifer. The last person who put their hands on his neck was trying to hurt him.

Когда вошел в режим "torturing Sammy" и уже не можешь остановиться 
Ладно, шучу, очень милый драббл, на самом деле - и, чего уж там, за это я и люблю sp8ce: Cage Trauma в каждом тексте)
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